lil angel qynisha adra zenia

subhanallah.....wats a great gift...biler tengok anak2 nie...owhhh my Allah such a beautiful creature... hilang abis sakit n penat lelah 9mths 10days kan? wat i wana share is d speechless moment when she starts breastfeeding wit u....i can bet dat u ols mom....hurmmm nak menitik air mata! kan? kan? 


sebelum nie aku pown idok ler terer bab2 bf nie.. tp nengok rerakan kerja amboiii kemain ko... ke sana sini kelek beg susu n pump.. so versatile ler dear! aku pown teruja... bukan apa nampak very d comited mama...keja is keja ler yunk.. tp peranan mama or ibu or ummi or wat so eva ur kids call u.. masehhh tetap terjaga rapi!


kengkadang im proud biler p memana...xyah nak wat susu2 dlm botoi bagai.. juz direct bf... awal dulu pown masyaAllah tensen ade gakss sb rasa cam susu sikit...tp slowly stimulate akhirnya...susu tuh akan kuaq juga... ecececehhh aku berlagak ler lakss... tapi dulu aku pown idok ler pandai...skang jer pandai n memandai... tapi apa susah skang smua serba canggih...blogging or surfing or google jew...bersepah2 moms out there yang memperjuangkan susu ibu dear.... jangan malu tanya menanya nie hahh....cam aku selamba jew aku sms si owner sarakids tuh...xpown juin forum susuibu tuh.... banyak pekdah nyer.....alah kat fb tuh kan leh tanya jew....


tah hapa laks aku melalut... tapi tu ler skang baru rasa bestttttt nye biler bf anak... biler bf for sure our baby akan seclose2 nye ngan kita...+ lakss biler tangan dia amboiii tak dok diam meraba sana sini....owhhh heaven! skin to skin contact....n x banyak meragam ler....


ngan bf gakss aku cepat jew tuwun berat badan... cuma aku nie tang muka ler menten chubby....baru nie pown suaq jeans dah muat sz27...hurmm xde diet miet bagai taw... xpe yang penting diri sendiri...apa jua kita buat adalah atas keputusan kita... cuma berkongsi tu kan ala2 sayang menyayang kan? kan?....

it juz around the corner...

hurmm...now its oredy 35wiks...bestnye hari2 yg terakhir...even nervous but im ready to face it....can't wait to see my lil' angel!..tp rasanya my bb pun camtuh...sb asik2 bg signal jer...sat2 tendang sat2 ke hulu sat2 ke hilir...while my lil'sonshine...qawiem..opss dah naik pangkat k..(suh panggil abg qawiem) bangkali rasa bangga ngan new title or mula trasa seniority? aduss...pun asik tanya biler baby nak kuaq nie mama? feveret question tuh...buka mata tanya..nak tido tanya...dlm toilet tanya...lotih nak menjawab...anyway...life is so wonderful,rite! juz enjoy it...dun let ur day feeling so down juz bcoz of the small2 thing....cheer up okkay!

its another 3 days to go...16 dec 2010

ouchh....its juz around d corner...cant wait 2 c my lil one..she's d one who i carried for 9mths 10 days...hurmmm eceli...kmarin dh check up...bb xmasuk soket btul2...so do i have to go 4 c-sect again??? wishing to deliver normal tis time..its so neves...but stil in control...owang tua2 pesan 4 wateva ctuation u nid 2 relax...lgpun ol of tis is arranged by Him The Almighty rite....? so b cool k..<----ayat penyedap hati sniri! 

anyhow.....juz wish me luck k....!

im ready for her~my new born~ lil' angel!

start kemarin aku dah trasa dah sakit2 lower abdomen..so dlm ati dok rasa time dia dah neyh....sb dh 36wiks of peknenc...hapy! neves! smua campur baur... sib bek ler de macik yg tlg handle part cuci2 opis a.k.a mak temah udah mcm mak2 jer...dah perturunkan smua petua nasehat amalam turun menurun ...aku pown der ler prepare spesel 'kitab' yg mngandungi smua menu2 pantang, apa2 aja benda berkaitan pantang..so gamak nti cramp otak memikio bukak jew kitab.....almaklumlah kali nie my midwife..opsss...midhuby ler kan memandangkan yg nak menjaga aku time pantang nie my everdearest en.huby terchenta!

so ol preparation dh wat sebaik mungkin...in fact ngn doc pown ku de bincang my wishlist....yg 1st skali...n paling penting aku nak BF my bb within 1 hr after deliver...n nak rooming in ngn si dia! lalalala....ala2 kanggaroo touch ~skin to skin~ touch...tp doc kata yg 1st tuh beghehhhh..... yg no 2 tuh yg xbrapa nk boley...so xperlah folo d rules yg pasti memberi susu tuh yg penting! i wana d best for my bb....

lgpun...ms anak 1st..im so naive..perghhh! tataw pown bab2 exclusively BF neyh! tp sempat ler menyusu anak sampai 2 mths...pastuh aku campuq ngn susu mamalia len...siannn....now my lil' sonshine oredy 5years...so i dun wana repeat d same mistake okkay!

sbut psal BF neyh...preparation 4 BP pown kena der...pendek kata...nk kna beli ler gaks breastpump kan...so for a start aku juz prepare MEDELA HARMONY....rmai rekomen tis 1 esp if u wana use manual BP...since tis is my 1st experience nk guna pakai nti tgk ler mcmna resultnyer....

while other thing, hurmmm...aku pown dh prepared myself nk guna CD...heheheh! de ler member2ku yg tny..."x renyah kew?" " ader sgt ler masa ko faten nk basuh2" tp ku wat bodo jer...sb aku rs im prepared for everything kali nie...utk mdpt spirit2 mcm superb moms cam s'farah ( sarakids) n s'suraya (lunatots) hari2 aku bc blog depa.....bkn apa...sb rs cam semangat waja jew! huahuahuaa...

wateva it is...mcm aku kata "i hv put ol my heart n soul in my life in wateva thing im doing...n d most important thing is....AKU HAPY...BABY HAPY....HUBY HAPY...." en.huby hapy sb jimat lorr....susu xyah beli....pampers xyah beli...btul kew cenggitu dady? apa2 lah...hurmmm....wats a wonderful life rite? ('',)