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Thursday, December 8, 2011

Manusia sama aje.


salam...tak tahu lah napa...tengah cuba memahami sifat-sifat manusia yang serba kekurangan, dan selalu tertanya-tanya kenapa manusia senang berubah hati? Tak kisahlah in making decision...in relation....

Jadi, selalu sematkan di hati, bahawa orang-orang yang berjaya dalam hidup sebenarnya bukan terus ke puncak sana...maybe depa dah lalui segala jerih perih untuk bearada di atas... kita selalu melihat apabila mereka telah sampai ke puncak tetapi ketika mereka mendaki di lurah atau tersembam ke lembah… tidak ada siapa yang tahu, apalagi ingin belajar darinya.

Manusia memang begitu.....

Dan ingatlah, ini semua hakikatnya daripada Allah jua. Cuma ia didatangkan melalui perlakuan dan sikap manusia. Sebagai hamba, kita perlu menerimanya… Ini akan memberikan satu kekuatan dalam diri kita. Yakinlah, Allah mendatangkan ujian yang setimpal dengan keupayaan kita. Malangnya, manusia selalu memandang rendah terhadap keupayaannya sendiri.
Allah takkan menguji kita lebih dari kemampuan kita :).
We're tougher than we think :)
Don't fret, just do what u've got to do :)
Jangan mengeluh, kenapa manusia lain jadi begitu, begini … 
Jangan memberontak, kerana kita tidak dapat mengubah realiti… 
Jalan sebaik-baik, terimalah seadanya. Aku tidak akan menunggu hingga semua manusia jadi baik barulah aku menjadi baik. Yang penting aku cuba jadi yang mama yang baik.

Ain't no mountain high enough!


If you need me, call me. 
No matter where you are, no matter how far. 
Just call my name. 
I'll be there in a hurry. 
On that you can depend and never worry. 
(You see, my love is alive 
It's like a seed that only needs the 
thought of you to grow. 
So if you feel the need for company, 
please, my darling, let it be me. 
I may not be able to express 
the depth of the love I feel for you,
but a writer put it very 
nicely when he was away from the one he loved. 
He sat down and 
wrote these words:) 
No wind, (No wind) no rain, (no rain) 
Nor winter's cold 
Can stop me, babe (oh, babe) baby (baby) 
If you're my goal 
No wind, no rain, 
Can stop me, babe 
If you wanna go 
I know, I know you must follow the sun 
Wherever it leads 
But remember 
If you should fall short of your desires 
Remember life holds for you one guarantee 
You'll always have me 
And if you should miss my love 
One of these old days 
If you should ever miss the arms 
That used to hold you so close, or the lips 
That used to touch you so tenderly 
Just remember what I told you 
The day I set you free 
Ain't no mountain high enough 
Ain't no valley low enough (Say it again) 
Ain't no river wild enough 
To keep me from you 
Ain't no mountain high enough 
Ain't no valley low enough (Say it again) 
Ain't no river wild enough 
To keep me from you 
Ain't no mountain high enough 
Nothing can keep me 
To keep me from you 
Ain't no mountain high enough 
Ain't no valley low enough (One more time) 
Ain't no river wild enough (Say it again) 
To keep me from you 
Ain't no mountain high enough 
Nothing can keep me 
To keep me from you

note: music influences us in many ways...yeahhhh!

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Someone Like You~ truly bittersweet goodbye..


         I heard that you're settled down That you found a girl and you're married now. I heard that your dreams came true. Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you. Old friend, why are you so shy? Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light. I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it. I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded. That for me it isn't over.

        Never mind, I'll find someone like you. I wish nothing but the best for you too. Don't forget me, I beg I remember you said, "Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,". Yeah. You know how the time flies. Only yesterday was the time of our lives. We were born and raised. In a summer haze. Bound by the surprise of our glory days. I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited. But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.. I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded. That for me it isn't over. Never mind, I'll find someone like you. I wish nothing but the best for you tooDon't forget me, I beg. I remember you said,. "Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Nothing compares,No worries or cares. Regrets and mistakes. They are memories made. Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?. Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you. Don't forget me, I beg. I remember you said,. "Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead." Never mind, I'll find someone like you. I wish nothing but the best for you too. Don't forget me, I beg. I remember you said,. "Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,

"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Monday, November 21, 2011

murah! murah! auction....

salam....
so malam nie.. sempena kejayaan mesia....
aku nak let go few things...(ha ha ha! apa kaitan aku tak tau,lantak!)
tak de sebenarnya dah lama aku nak upload....
tapi itulah sibuk sangat barangkali.....yea! barangkali....
aku pown tak tahu lately nie masa aku tak der TERRRR senggang!
semuanya di penuhi oleh aktiviti-aktiviti....
weekend sibuk ngan kehidupan peribadi!
time keja tak yah kata lah kan....
ade jer keja yang tak kesudahan!
dah jangan nak menceceh...
berbalik pada mukaddimah tadi...
aku nak meniaga!
if korang minat....
just gitau jew.....
if tak minat tak per....
aku leh simpan untuk anak pompuan aku yang berusia 11 bulan tuh....
mana tau nanti biler dia besaq...
fesyen-fesyen nie wujud balik...she will thank me 4 not let them go (i guess)!


1st.....jeng! jeng! tu diaaa.....




description: ini adalah seluaq levi's army look yang bersaiz 27..
nak juai dah tak pakai dah kot...(tak mau dia dok terperap dalam closet)
so ade poket tepi2....cool huh?!
murah jew..RM50

then yang ke 2 nye.....
olololololo.........
my kemeja HnM




blakang de button to adjust....


description: haaa......i luv this! tapi seriusly dah TAK MUAT okeyh! tense..
(tangan atas dahi)
tak tau lah rasa bukan badanku mengembang, cuma baju nie size kecik...XS!
wakakaka! tak mau ngaku gaks kegemukan melanda!
so murah je...RM40

okay.....
half jacket nie merupakan item no 3 aku TERRRRR paksa let go..
sebab....sebab ianya kecik dari badan aku!
(boleh lagu tuh?)
tak mau jugak mengaku yang aku gemuk sudaaa.....
sebab jacket nie size S kau...surely tak nak ngam ngan size aku skang...M
sangkut tang lengan kowt!
tak per minat amik lah RM50 jew....





lastly.....my everdearest 3 quater dress from Dolce & Gabbana!
tobat yang nie lama giler masa aku keja kat maybank...
2003 kowt!
sah la tak muat....
jamang berjamang! masa tuh anak dara..
skang mak DARA...anak 2! hua hua hua......
amiklah if korang minat juz RM50..



so 2 pictas kat bawahnie aku nak tunjuk jahitan ala2 bengkung kat area tummy..
so nak nampak langsing mcm aku eceh! bolehlah membelinya..sure tak menyesal...
worth buying okayh!





hurm...if betoi suka no hal dearies! juz hello itu pown if korang nak dengar suara lunak bak buluh perindu aku nie....(if tak nak sudah!) kita guna mechanism lain....juz text me kay! okay....my num 019-2728279....
meh-meh jangan malu jangan segan! if hangpa malu dan segan,pi dok bagan!

okaylah....tak nak merapu meraban lagi......selamat lah semuanya!

pesanan peribadi: esok tak cuti ke? mana tau bola menang walaupun kemenangan nipis2 n nyaris2, belajaq bersyukur!

Thanx Pasukan Ghimau Muda!



aduss! aku tak tau lah...memang penyakit barangkali...
asal tengok bola ja sure macam nak kena heart attack!
ha ha ha! barangkali darah atlet yang mengalir....pergh!
biler tengok ja aksi-aksi nak menyumbat gol..
sure aku yang terover-over..siap terangkat-angkat kaki!
leh imagine ke? better don't!
kalau KF tengok pown dah sure2 dia bantai gelak....
kalah dia yang nak menghadang gol tuh!

memang aku suka tengok depa tuh main malam nie..
nampak semangat tuh....
kejaq bola pi mai pi mai!
usaha tuh yang kita mau....
biaq pi lah mmg penat tak sangga dah depa tuh....
owhhh! si kapten mesia tuh so cool babe!
i like....
owh malaysia tercinta!

pesanan peribadi:
lama giler kowt aku tak hapdet blog..
kira malam nie semangat nak mengemaskini blog aku mencanak-canak...
like i said....semangat HARIMAU MUDA tuh.....
tp if depa kalah?? tah tak sure lah samada aku serajin neh or tak...
wakakakakaka!

anyway...anyhow...
im happy!




Saturday, November 12, 2011

Soul.


Sometimes we just have to sit and think about what we have gone through in this life. It might looks simple yet might also bring us such a big meaning in present and future. Give and take is what we need to do in this life. No matter where we are, how we try to adapt and cope in life, always keep it in balance. Remember not to give too much and take too much. Again, appreciation can actually change a lot of things in us. 

We cry outloud or inside our heart, we laugh and sometimes we got mad, we feel like screaming, feel like yelling out loud in happy tears. Those things come from heart and at times, we might want some random people to be with us and listen. Random, yes, i mean it. Growing up in different environment from time to time really make me feel how small the world is and how small things in our life could make such a huge change in ourselves. It does impact our life as well. Things that we thought we could handle alone might not seem to be a good idea. But that is the time when we need to put our hand on our shoulder and tell ourselves that things are going to be just fine in the end. 

No matter how hard things could be, challenge ourselves to solve the invisible puzzles, complete the set wisely. It's like we're playing chess, where there should be a winner and loser at the end. Because real life does work that way. Choose to defeat and win. But bear, win does not necessarily means that we should stab people around. Even tolerate could makes us win as well. Act smart. And yes, once completed, new game will start again and again after every completion. Do not forget to enjoy it while we can.



Embrace and enjoy life as long as we could, because it has its expiry date. Awesome quote by an anonymous.


Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Apa masalah dia? aku tak masuk campur!


Hairan.
Susah wanita tak paham bahasa.
Konon nak berpunya.
Dianggap orang lain penghalangnya.
Gilakah?
Sebelum menunding jari.
Cuba tanya ibu mu sendiri.
Tanya sampai ke akar umbi.
Betulkah restu dari hati?
Atau sekadar mengambil hati takut anak panick attack lagi?

Susah.
Diri sendiri tak memahami.
Suka hati nak mengata orang itu ini.
Pasal FB pon kau berapi kalah krakatoa meledak api.
Ini kan nak terima kenyataan hidup ini.
Jangan mengata orang tersorong-sorong.
Mungkin diri sendiri sebenarnya perigi.
Timba kan pantang perigi datang mencari.

Mengutuk orang sedap.
Bercerita hal orang sedap.
Macam kau kenal sangat pompuan tu.
Kau nak kawen, kau kutuk orang len.
Konon nak molek belah kau belaka.
Biler orang cerita hal betul kau nak marah.
At least pompuan tu bukan jenis penipu ibu sendiri.
Nahh!! atas muka kau sendiri.
Anggap je takdir.
Kalau tak mana nak ibu mu mencari wanita itu?
Kalau bukan dilorong Ilahi?
Logik kan.
Sebab Allah Maha Mengetahui.

Tak de pekdah nak dengki.
Selagi hati wanita kau tak seteguh hati wanita itu,
Dah blah.....

Kalau jodoh kamu, sure dipermudahNya.
wanita itu mendoakan nya k!

p/s: berteman-sendirian-berteman-sendirin = Cik Puan